Three Hundred and Fifty-One

Omar Fernando was born yesterday.

Same day as Alex's birthday 

=)

no more babies for Cindy 

Third time is a charm!

That's Baby Markcuz with his new baby bro

Now there are 2 david look-a-like!

Three Hundred and Forty-Nine

A day at the Renaissance Festival.

Truly an amazing experience.

I got to witness: 

Potions and ingredients for spells.

A witch who will soon become a mentor

:)

Trolls walking around making his mate call

(it kinda freaked me out)

A family of beautiful gypsies

with another baby on the way.

A fair lady playing her harp.

Kids wondering where the beer is being kept.

A beautiful baby boy that relies on pots and pans for entertainment.

A mug of tasty mead!

A breath-taking Knight, 

that later got killed while jousting.

***

I must admit the day was a very magical one.

You better believe I am going again.

Sadly to say, the moment I hopped into the car, 

the magic was swept away by just ONE phone call.

Being defeated by one of your kind 

has to be the worst battle one can ever fight.

You cannot run for cover,

because what you know as safety is now your enemy.

My mother has always been tough to please.

Emotions are not really her thing.

So how did I become so emotionally sensitive?

While my friend suggested something that I'm giving thought to,

I couldn't stop thinking about how harsh my mother can be.

She gave away Gaga without my consent.

Without me saying Good-bye!

The whole hour drive was equivalent

to an emotional roller coaster.

From laughs to tears, and repeat,

my thoughts slowly began to clutter.

Each phone call I kept getting was worse than the one before.

I arrived home only to get even more upset.

My own kind used my weakness against me.

She mocked my emotions like if it was a game.

I don't think I've ever been this upset before.

So much tension in the house

and all was against me.

I lost this battle and my wounds are severe.

To recover feels like it will take a lifetime.

 

The flower that never made it to her arms.

The irony it carried the moment it decided to break before it arrived home.

I'm an emotional wreck!

Two Hundred and Thirty-Eight

Meet Monchi Jr.

Gosh I want him so freaking bad!

I need a job

or maybe a

s u g a r d a d d y

Two Hundred and Twenty-Four

And the Festivities continue.

Did I mention already how breezy Miami has been lately?

I love it!

The temperature is still warm, but it's just very windy.

There's a hurricane around the area.

Ice cold beer anyone?

Tell me this is not the cutest baby ever?

Never mind the pink in my eyes.

Today I spent a great amount of time decontaminating my room.

I also managed to rearrange the furniture.

I love change.

I think I'm due for a night of watching home-made videos of baby me.

Sometimes I wonder how much resemblance my babies will have of me.

One Hundred Fifty-Six

aph·ro·di·si·ac

Why is it that I never eat sushi with a boy?

lol

So I finally saw the one time summer movie I've been wanting to see.

Too bad it wasn't with the person who I first said to watch it with me.

C'est la vie

Someone decided to bring their baby over to watch the movie as well

and let me tell you that it was so annoying.

I love babies... but don't bring one to a 10pm showtime

You know your baby is going to cry.

Then they get mad because they're getting shhhhed at

of course you're going to get reprimanded.

RUDE and CHEAP people

too broke to afford a babysitter

The movie brought back so many good memories

but I know I can never have that with him anymore.

Because whatever we both have become,

we do not have the undo buttons

to go back and start over again.

Maybe it is better this way.

who knows?

I will be a Dental Hygienist

by the end of this year

that I do know

and I also know I will start seeking

on travel plans

maybe a study abroad.

Those are the goals

I know how to control

and I am sticking to those.