Two Hundred and Thirty-Six

New Moon Premiere

We made it a tradition to wear the shirts.

All minus one

Even though we saw her and she was actually wearing it.

Weird yet cool.

GUESS WHAT?

Aro says "La Tua Cantante"

AHHHHHHHHHH!

you have no idea how I felt the moment I heard those three words spill out of his mouth.

For starters, I think I had a cardiac arrest!

My pulse was racing.. I didn't pay any attention to the next 5 minutes.

I literally FREAKED!

I'm soooo happy they decided not to cut that scene out!

Even though I didn't get to hear anything after he said it.

BUT I will be watching it again tonight at 12:15 AM

I should play the lotto with those numbers.

2 days in a row at the same show time.

<3

Hyperventilating

He caught a glimpse of those washboard abs of Jacob.

1 Small Nachos: $6.75

Combo of 2 Nachos: $8.00

Large frozen coke: $6.25

Watching the tray of nachos

falling to the floor as you sit: P R I C E L E S S !

One Hundred Eighty-Three

The truth is hiding in your eyes

And its hanging on your tongue

Just boiling in my blood,

But you think that I can't see

What kind of man that you are

If you're a man at all

Well, I will figure this one out on my own

(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)

And the lesson for today is concerning envy:

"Envy shoots at others, and wounds itself."

That's all I will say about tonight which will be recorded in my head for ever.

I never thought someone so close can carry so much envy.

It's a chronic disease that can lead to death.

If I can give you one last advice it will be to pray to free yourself from it.

You cannot be happy and have envy at the same time.

Its something that can eat you up as a whole.

Trust me you cannot live like that.

Your strikes lead you out of my life for good.

Never do I want to hear from you again.

You destroyed this friendship

and witnesses were there to know I did nothing but try

and relieve the situation.

My white flag is waving as I surrender.

This friendship cannot last because envy is contagious

and I do not want any of it.

Leave me how I am.

You might not think it's the proper way of living.

But I've been doing just fine.

Your sick twisted ways will always leave you in the dark.

And you will never learn until you admit you're wrong.

I cannot help you anymore

because every time I do,

it becomes a problem of my own.

I have to much on my plate to drag your issues too.

One Hundred Eighty-Two

Since I have better news I will write it on top of the depressing one.

I just got home and read the letter that notified me I won the scholarship I applied for a couple months back. I will be receiving the award/check next week Friday when I arrive at Orlando. I am so excited about this... Next week is going to be full of mixed emotions. I will be presenting my table clinic (which I haven't practice for). I will be receiving this check of $500. I will be going to Disney's theme parks, including Epcot which I've never been to. The people that I will be going with are the closest friends I've had in hygiene except for Jessica because her mom happens to get married the same weekend. It kind of sucks that I am not going to be a part of the wedding but she knows I would if I could. I'm really glad my mood is changing. I've had a sucky week. Thinking about a certain somebody that I know doesn't think of me anymore. I don't understand why on Earth I am getting the depressed symptoms now that it's been more than a month. I mean I've been pretty strong about it so why change now? I hope it was just a phase... maybe because I could be getting my monthly friend. Speaking of which, I haven't gotten her in a while and I missed my gyno appointment today. I'm telling you, I've been on a row this week. I'm just glad it's over and done with and now it's the weekend so I get to soak up and relax before the next one comes.

So I went to Olive Gardens with Leslie and Jessica today and I am still super duper stuffed from all the bread/salad/pasta!!! Oh the many carbs I devoured. Not to mention the margarita as well. Well the napkin in my chin was because every time I grabbed a spoonful of pasta, it never failed to drip on my chin lol. We couldn't stop cracking up. At least we worked out our abs from too much laughter. Any who I got back to Jessica's and started feeling stupid and blah....

"Well my diamond mean............

Ok I like diamonds and like I said it takes a diamond to cut another diamond meaning it needs something as strong as its self to bring it down to size I and I feel that I need someone just as strong as me to cut me down so am basically looking for another diamond

Make sanse?

Sense*"

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So to his definition, was I never his diamond?

Was I never as strong as him in order to share our lives together?

Is there a better diamond for his lifestyle?

Will there ever be one for me?

I don't want a new one...

I just want to finish cutting this one.

I was almost done and about to wear it as a shiny diamond ring on the finger next to the pinky that runs a vein directly to my heart.

One Hundred-Seven

DAY 1:

so I woke up early (no good morning text) went out with Cindy and her man and a friend to go Jet Skiing. While I was getting ready I heard my mom talking to Cindy saying how back in the days even if there was no money her and her friends use to go to the beach and drink some wine and have fun. I guess she was defending me! Yeah, that was a FIRST! But no, I'm not going to lie, lately she's been on my side for almost everything. She still trips for no reason but yeah she has my back! I went to BK and no lie, I saw like 3 corvettes and not the shiny brand new ones, BUT the old old ones. And what did I want to do? But of course take a pic and email it to someone! But i bit my tongue and NOPE I did not! Because we are on a break. The best part of today was when the Jet Ski was going 60 MPH and the wind was so loud I couldn't hear myself think. All I had was the waves and wind blasting in my ear and the occasional splashed of salt water in my face. Having nothing to think about is a HARD task to accomplish. Your mind is always running on thoughts. But I have to admit today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I had a pretty good time. BUTTTT! then ... like always you get home, and your family is here and once again the 21 questions from your uncle... "donde esta ellio?" "por que yo no lo veo por aqui?" AHHHHHH! why can't everyone just SHUT UP! OH and then I have ms. RIVERO texting me... why are you lonely? when yesterday she was telling me how she doesn't know why SHE bothered texting me. Now she's just doing it for the cheese. I HATE GIRLS! Okay I confess.. I just text him. I couldn't help myself! Wish me luck!

Sixty-Four

Happy Birthday Vanessa

although her id says 22

we all know she just turned 20!

Haven't seen her in almost a year

glad I made it to her surprise.

FIfty-Six

ROUND UP

western theme party

too bad i was the only one who actually went with the theme.

But there were actual sherifs and cow girls

I had tons of fun

not to mention i dropped tons of sweat.

"coconut oil tannin' senoritas 

oh now i know how jimmy buffet feels"

Fifty-one

Hello No Doubt and Paramore

here we come!

This event I can't wait for!!!!

not only will i be seeing the 2 best female lead singer bands

but i will be sharing this event with the coolest chicks i know

gabriella

amy

leslie

vanessa

jessica

veronica

I will let you know how it goes.

Forty-One

Happy mother's day to all... even though i'm still a little upset at my mom.. i have to thank her for giving me LIFE!! a day at the keys spent with the babester's family and now at home having some garlic bread with wine. =DDD and then i wonder why i'm sooo FAT!! GOOD NEWS!! Leslie found her camera so i will be keeping you updated on some pictures! =DD im so glad she found it... but she had to go to orlando right now! well the whole day.. but hey i would go too! So Monchi is doing a lot better. and guess what.... Tomorrow.. back to dam fregging school! AH! like my week was not long enough @ all! well there's nothing left to say... I can't wait for the pictures.. im ES-TACTIC !!!!!!!!!!!! 

ps,

i hope u guys like my shirt

Thirteen

"The great pleasure of a dog is that you may make a fool of yourself with him and not only will he not scold you, but he will make a fool of himself too."

....

5 days later...  

 the bruises are still there.

Nine

Sandals Nightclub 

where anything is possible.

Eight

Chicken Fight

always leads to nudity.