Three Hundred and Forty-One

in·flu·ence

the capacity to have an effect on the character, development, 

or behavior of someone or something, or the effect itself.

Not all influence is bad.

 Yet because its overly used to describe negativity, 

people automatically assume the word derives from bad.

I have never been one to shut my mind on someone's thoughts and ideas.

I feel the more open I am, the more influenced I become.

Because of this I can grab what I like from a personality

and add it to my personal twist.

Today hands down, was one of the BESTest days ever.

Walk for the Animals

@ 

Huizenga Plaza

Of course I love when people relay on me for directions.

After excessive amounts of u-turns and wrong exits,

we knew we were at the right place when we saw more 4-legged creatures than actual people.

lol

Gaga found a new friend

she was just too happy

;)

Monchi discovered that he prefers mustard over ketchup.

Gaga is going through identity crisis,

however her new step mommy didn't mind it.

Never step on the tracks!

Well no one ever said anything about sitting on them.

He does it so good 

he don't need nobody else.

;)

I always had a thing for mohawks

-_-

 

Mouth full of sandwiches

your souls a bowl of jokessss

I did something I've never ever done before.

I got my palm read.

It was a cool yet weird feeling.

The psychic said many good things.

For starters I'm going to live a long life.

She sees a move very soon and it's going to be a very positive one.

I don't like to B.S people and I am very stubborn.

She also said I am very unstable with my major

which I believe is very true.

I really don't know what I want but in 4 months, 

everything will all begin to get clear and stable.

(Just around the time I become licensed)

:)

She mentioned how I have no love life right now

and I won't have one for a while.

The people I seem to love and want always drift away

and the ones I really don't care for keep sticking around.

But I will find the right guy and only marry once.

She also said something about having 3 children

2 boys and 1 girl

sheeeeeeesh!

I don't know how much of this I like to believe

but she did read me pretty good.

Which leads me to another topic...

I got lots of friends 

but the ones I consider 'best'

are the ones that can read me like if I were a book.

God knows I'm very difficult to comprehend 

but He made it so that when I find these certain peeps

I don't have to struggle at explaining the insides of my head.

The constant struggle I battle to be understood.

These people just need to listen to a few words I have to say and can complete my sentences.

Now the theory I've come up for this is a bit strange

but I believe it has to do with the chemical balance of people.

This means that no words need to be spoken,

just by sight it can trigger the souls.

If I continue explaining I know I will lose you but for the ones that do understand

I guess I shall meet you one day 

:)

You can call it soul mates

I shall repeat...

today was one of the BESTest days ever! 

One Hundred Ninety-Six

I've done some productive things today

For starters: I walked to help cure diabetes

It was so hot but I had fun.

Then I got home took a nap and went out and studied.

I got interrupted but in a good way

My cousin came over to drop off the new Paramore album.

I have to say the album was decorated brilliant.

Very vintage/retro/weird

and i love all those 3

as I was skimming through the tracks

My ears noted a favorite one:

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind

broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it

and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget

and that was the day that I promised Id never sing of love if it does not exist

but darling you are the only exception

maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts

and we've got to find other ways to make it alone

keep a straight face

I've always lived like this

keeping a comfortable distance

and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

because none of it was ever worth the risk

well you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on a reality but I can't let go

of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up

leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception

I'm on my way to believing

I seriously have to say that this is one of the best ALBUMS!

and it couldn't have been in my possession at any better time than now.

even the title is sick!

-Brand New Eyes

total perfection