Two Hundred and Seventeen

Happy Halloween!

Tell me that's not wonderful?

Makes me be in a terrific mood.

Rock on with your cock out!

Have you ever seen black squirrels?

They call them sqiggers!!

World meet Bailey. I hated how I was not with Monchi and his little pig self. Trust me that's the ONE thing I missed most about home!

Round Two of Costume Party Bus Ride!

Yes that in the very middle is Megan!

It was totally wicked.

The best people to celebrate Halloween with!

Totally glad I took this trip!

Two Hundred and Sixteen

So Megan reserved the studio out and we did a shoot. Of course I was camera shy. Reason why I had to resign Victoria Secret Angels. And then we walked around campus. But since it was raining we didn't do much sight seeing. But I loved the weather. I met some of her friends and she explained what the houses over there meant. Like CoOp (I think that's how you say it) And of course the sorority house and fraternity. I love how everything is so fall season. Something Miami can never offer. I mean yeah there can be a cold front. But can the leaves turn pretty yellow and orange? Can they make the floor look completely yellow? It was very beautiful!

And then at night Costume Party Round 1

Even though I think I had too much fun.

The rum made me warm but I was drinking it like H2O

Thank God Megan was with me.

I experienced my very first bus ride filled with people in costumes!

What a night!

And over here to your right you are seeing a Disney Collaboration.

Meet Belle and Jasmine.

Of course I wanted to be Ariel and my boobiecakes be Sebastian but hey.. maybe next year??

Two Hundred and Fifteen

Today was just one of those days that everything just went my way.
Woke up at 7:15 AM. got dressed in 5 seconds. out the door and ready by 7:30 AM. got to school at 8:15 AM. Didn't have a mask. Ask Solange for a mask. Decontaminated. Assembled the goodie Halloween bags. Saw my AM patient. Completed her. No calculus or plaque. 100%. My third contract. Gave my lunch to Jess. Sold the goodie Halloween bags. Left school. Took a nap with Monchi. Got dressed and did my hair. Went to see the grand kids. Saw Elliott. Nothing bad happened. Didn't feel any awkwardness. Got home. Lisette picked me up. Went to airport. Parked. Chilis. There was no 2 4 1. Presidente Margaritas. Two of them. Sharing is caring. Got on the plane. No one sat next to me. Joe Biden (Mr. Vice President) was traveling in Ft. Lauderdale also. No plane could take off until he's was airborne. Got to ATL at 9:40 PM. Connection flight departs at 9:55 PM. Flight attendant said I missed the second flight. Went to counter. Next flight leaves tomorrow morning. Flight attendant double checked. Flight was held. "If you fly like the wind and make it to the terminal you can make the flight." I flew like the wind. Didn't take the train. Ran. Ran. Ran. Went up the escalator. c18 to d3. Ran. Ran. Ran. Boarded plane. First Class! Baby crying next to me. Blasted music... still first class! Worried about my luggage not making it to Detroit with me. Passengers were saying it didn't make it. Still stayed positive. Looked at the carousel. One of the first bags out. Looked outside airport window. Megan waving welcome sign. Finally in Detroit. Incubus marathon all the way to apartment. Halloween was written all over the streets of East Lansing. People walking around in costumes. Brought smiles to my face. Got to apartment watched Grey's. Cuddled with Megan!

Two Hundred and Fourteen

How many piggies can you see?

Since I won't be here for Halloween,

minus well give you a peek.

I can't get no sleep.

I am too excited for tomorrow!

I'm almost all packed

I just need my toothbrush and stuff.

This is going to be a weekend to remember.

If I can actually do that.

=D

Two Hundred and Thirteen

"The more I see the less I know,

the more I'd like to let it go."

-Red Hot Chili Peppers

She's gone country.

Two Hundred and Twelve

Today we had a lecture on occlusion and orthodontics.

It got me to thinking I need to fix my baby tooth problem.

Then, we also learned about new instrument

=D

I formally got introduced to my new instrument

(I got at the symposium)

It turns out it's Ever Edge

meaning 50% less sharpening

and it has a new "diamond" shape pattern

(I miss him)

Well yeah any who

I saw the Kat Williams stand up

Thanks to the bro blasting it!

I must admit he's a really funny dude.

Ok and funniest moment of today

So Jessica and I were hanging....

and we saw her neighbor sneaking in

the garbage and dumping her trash on Jessica's container.

Brooooooo

I almost peed in my pants

I mean who does that?

Doesn't Dade County already give you a container for both trash and recycling?

Funny thing she didn't even see us.

Which lead us to think about our very first adventure...

and we couldn't think of the first time.

lol

then...

the TV had the same question!

Coincidence?

I think not.

Do cafts, not drugs!

Two Hundred and Eleven

Monchi with his uncle.

We went to a ranch somewhere around Krome Ave.

My mother, father, brother, and Monchi.

Family bonding

Something that doesn't happen quite often.

Couldn't ask for a better weekend.

Two Hundred and Ten

Javier's going away party

(Thank God)

He's going to serve our country.

When in doubt, pinkies out!

Two Hundred and Nine

Howl-O-Scream

2009

It was crazyyyy

Vampire theme

so you know I was head over heels

(even though my heart will forever belong to Edward)

I tasted Vampire Venom

which was pretty intense.

The roller-coasters were amazing.

The adrenaline was incredible.

Night time roller-coaster is definitely awesome.

I actually had a partner this time that

rode the rides and entered the haunted houses.

Even though on the scariest of them all,

they all ganged up on me and decided to make me leader.

I could have KILLED all of them.

It was called Trapped in the Walls

and it was a very spooky house.

I am thankful I still have a voice.

NOT SO FUN FACT:

BOYS LIE!

Two Hundred and Eight

"I just want someone to say to me

no oh oh oh

I'll always be there when you wake."

-Blind Melon

Two Hundred And Seven

YES

it's a penguin

and I have the following lyrics:

"I don't ever drive by your house to see if you're in

I don't even have an opinion on that tramp

that you are still seeing

I don't know your timetable

I don't know your face off by heart

but I must admit that there is a part

that still thinks that we might get on

that we might get on

that we could get on

that we should get on."

-Kate Nash

I went shopping today.

It truly is some kind of remedy.

Today I was just not completely on.

Some part of me is still stuck on the freaking past.

ugggh!

My face is breaking out disgusting.

Finally today was the last day of midterms!!

And Friday I shall be in Tampa

=D

All I ask is to be happy and stress-free.

Two Hundred and Six

There is nothing cuter than watching a 3-year-old playing baseball.

He makes the funniest facial expressions.

He thinks he's a pro.

The weather is making me be in such a terrific mood.

I love the breeze.

Then later on.

Middle of mosquito town to experience a meteor shower.

But of course...

The sky is so ordinary when he's not around.

I did see old pals.

CHANGOOOOO!

Two Hundred and Five

It's so funny how babies pronounce my name.

World meet Gabriella.

She's cheesing while strumming the new addition in my life.

I would like you guys and gals to meet Yeya.

Can't wait to play Mouthful of Cavities.

Super freaking excited.

Two Hundred and Four

Blast from the past.

So many questions answered.

Sad it took so long but for what it's worth,

it was worth it.

You know that's why people say "never say never."

You never know what happens in the future.

I was able to have a healthy conversation

(something I thought never would happen)

And it made me think about my current situation.

If she's truly your happiness, then by all means.

Be happy!

I am no one to take that from you.

I've been happy before and I'll find my happiness again.

My happiness of 3 years.

(picture above was not today)

More like a little project of mine when I thought I was in love.

Nothing last forever so just take advantage of what you have.

When you have it.

Cause you never know when you loose it.

Just remember, when one door closes,

another one opens.

And if you're too busy worrying about the closed door,

you'll never see the one that's being opened for you.

Two Hundred and Three

"They got me staring at the world through my rearview.

Hahahaha you ain't knowing what we mean by staring through the rearview

So since you ain't knowing what we mean let Tupac break down understanding

The world, the world is behind us..."

Yes, I was feeling a bit on the ghetto side.

Did I tell you that tonight was super breezy.

Man why can't life always be this easy?

Guess what?

I'm a grandma!

4 babies

Two Hundred And Two

Get your head out of the gutter.

They are mother and daughter.

Two Hundred And One

Someone needs to attend socks anonymous.

Grey's def rocked mine.

Truly backed me up when I said on an earlier post...

"you're allowed to have a break down"

I just couldn't believe it was going to be Cristina.

And what's up with Alex and Izzie?

Is she gone for good?

ohhh ohhh.

So guess what I started today?

I'll give you a hint...

It's not the first time...

"When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations,

it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."

-Twilight

Round Deux

Two Hundred

Wow I'm on day 200!

Can you believe that 200 days ago I started this little project of mine?

I was looking through it and mannnn

so many things have changed!

Don't know if it's for the bad or good

but some definite change for sure.

I don't have any pictures just yet!

I technically just woke up.

My mid term is at 2 pm

But now there's a lot of people at my house

and they are all talking crap

SOOO I woke up.

I hate going outside my room when there's people at my house.

I guess somethings never change.

lol

Well yeah

What's going on with the world?

This week some 18-year-old girl was killed by her 30-year-old boyfriend.

A 9-year-old boy was burn by 3 other young boys.

Why all this violence?

Why can we settle conflicts through simple conversation.

Why the need for hasty situations that lead to death?

Who can you trust now-a-days?

You know what it is that your boyfriend kills you?

I truly believe he didn't mean it.

I mean how can you do that?

But then again...

That's life.

It just gets worst by the minute.

It's a big mess that to clean up takes a lot of time.

I think they should ban all these killing video games.

For starters some are scary.

Some of these little boys spend all their time glued on the television

completing missions that involve killing officers and citizens.

After awhile, they start believing that's the right thing to do.

I would hate it when my ex would play it.

The actual character he portraited was a demon.

And when he gets shot he makes crazy noises.

I was literally scared.

But I'm scared of everything...

Shit he had a freaking tarantula that I was horrified of.

Yeah, never did he get rid of it.

After the billions of time I asked.

And to take it out of his room,

I had to constantly beg!!!

AHH

Why didn't I see the signs.

lol

Well Yeah I have to start getting ready for school.

Wish me luck on my mid-term.

***

This is how crazy life can be.

I went to school and guess what the FLIP i see?

Her name is Pumpkin

and she's a mexican tarantula

blaaaaah

just seeing it crawling gave me the goose-bumps!

I have the freaking goose-bumps right now!!!

And then he was asking me if I wanna pet it?

yeah righhhhttt!

I ran away!

***

I went to the Art Museum today with Steph and Franco

It was about The Dalai Lama

So it was all about Buddhism

Every piece of art work reflected on Peace and Tranquility

which you know I am truly fond of.

"If you want others to be happy,

practice compassion

If you want to be happy,

practice compassion."

"Happiness is not something ready made.

It comes for your own actions."

-The Dalai Lama

I have more favorite quotes but I seem to have lost my phone.

One Hundred Ninety-Nine

This is us studying for a mid term held tomorrow.

and of course those are not my chunky nuggets.

but that most definitely is my vampire trademark.

and on the other toe it says "11.20.09"

yaaaaah baby

can't wait.

Fun Fact:

Did you know that Viagra was not always used to treat erectile dysfunction?

lol

Viagra was created to help treat hypertension but later on with research studies, the adverse effect was and still is......

hardness

timing

and

ability to maintain an erection

that gives you something to think about.

One Hundred Ninety-Eight

Guess who's back in town?

well for one night only!

yess I'm a groupie.

She kept her promise

(unlike other people)

and she played me our song.

And you know what's even better?

She freaking taught me how to play it.

So now everyone who loves me

just added one more reason!

I can play the guitar.

And I played Henryetta,

an electric guitar.

I can't wait to buy my own

and learn more songs.

"I wish I was your favourite girl

I wish you thought I was the reason you are in this world

I wish my smile was you favourite kind of smile

I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style"

So today was one of those days that nothing could go wrong.

I have been forgotting how it feels when everything is right.

The thing is everything is right...

just one little negative thing got me all twisted into thinking

my life sucks!

when really there are too many reasons

I got to be HAPPY!

=D

I went to Purdy Loungue

Amazingggg.

Night out with new peeps.

Learn different styles different beats.

I just loved today.

One Hundred Ninety-Seven

The sky was filled with these types of clouds today.

So I must admit, yesterday I had my very first breakdown.

It was very sad.

But what can I say, it happens to the best of us.

Sucks, but true.

Today I am feeling much better.

I've been on several different types of energy drinks

I am all wired up!

The beach was amazing.

i got two cute gifts from the lovely cousin.

One I will post a below and the other later on when I actually wear it.

That's right!

I was @ the beach teaching people how to brush their teeth!

That's what being a dental hygienist is all about!!

It's funny because when I did my service learning a few semesters ago,

we had to teach little students how to brush with puppets and big toothbrushes

and I was dying to keep the brush.

And now I have my own personal big tooth brush!!

Kudos.

Today at the beach we spoke about the upcoming widely anticipated film

New Moon

I can't help but wonder if Stephanie Meyer

stressed to add the scene where the Volturi called Bella, Edward's singer?

If the movie goes on without that small scene...

I think I will not watch the 3rd and final movie.

For starters I dislike the 1st one due to budget cost and cast

I HATE ROBERT PATTINSON

He can never be compared to my Edward.

Before Twilight fans knew about vampires,

I was busy mesmerized by the sparkling and breathtaking 17 year old boy

who can read everyone's thoughts except the exception.

Everyone takes for granted the actual books.

When asked the meaning of my tattoo

no one gets it right.

Its sad how the saga got so popular and all for the wrong reasons.

To me, these books made me realize that there is some love out there.

Despite the billion controversies stated regarding women being degraded,

Meyer described in visual details how love can make you feel everything all at once.

Clumsy, dead, alive, sick, high, drugged, happy, perfect, etc.

Bella is crazy in love with Edward

and when Edward left her,

she went crazy.

She continued to risk her life, just to hear the little voice in her head

that sounded like his.

Jacob.... what can I say about him?

As for Edward,

He knew he wanted her.

She had the sweetest blood he's ever smelled.

He could have drank it all up when he had the chance to.

Yet, he fought against temptation and resisted the desires to devour her blood.

He knew that after he had her blood, it will forever be gone.

He rather have her forever around than taste the very blood he craved like never before.

Every woman wants to be irresistibly desired.

Every woman wants to feel that she is captivating and maddening.

But she also wants to feel safe and sheltered.

She wants to know that however passionately she is desired,

that she is loved more.

La Tua Cantante

One Hundred Ninety-Six

I've done some productive things today

For starters: I walked to help cure diabetes

It was so hot but I had fun.

Then I got home took a nap and went out and studied.

I got interrupted but in a good way

My cousin came over to drop off the new Paramore album.

I have to say the album was decorated brilliant.

Very vintage/retro/weird

and i love all those 3

as I was skimming through the tracks

My ears noted a favorite one:

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind

broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it

and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget

and that was the day that I promised Id never sing of love if it does not exist

but darling you are the only exception

maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts

and we've got to find other ways to make it alone

keep a straight face

I've always lived like this

keeping a comfortable distance

and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

because none of it was ever worth the risk

well you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on a reality but I can't let go

of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up

leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception

I'm on my way to believing

I seriously have to say that this is one of the best ALBUMS!

and it couldn't have been in my possession at any better time than now.

even the title is sick!

-Brand New Eyes

total perfection

One Hundred Ninety-Five

I get by with the little help from my friends.

One Hundred Ninety-Four

This is how I create miracles

lol

well this is how I help people with their perio problems:

Before

After

This patient allowed me to have their pictures posted

so don't get me in trouble!

This patient has a lingual bar

which is put after braces.

It's a permanent retainer.

Which is very difficult to maintain clean because you need

specific appliances to floss.

Something called a floss threader...

which looks like a needle.

As you see on the before picture a lot of calculus and plaque

as for the after all gone.

=D

Any who I completed their cleaning today.

I have to pat myself in the back.

I think I'm finally picking up speed.

I also placed my very first localized antibiotic

::woooooohooooo::

Today was a very very good day.

As for the random burst theory...

it's slowly reducing the frequency.

A veces gris, a veces blanco

todo depende de lugar

Que tu te fuiste eso es pasado

Se que te tengo que olvidar,

Pero yo le puse una velita a to' mis santos

Ahi esta pa' que pienses mucho en mi

No dejes de pensar en mi

-La Mari

One Hundred Ninety-Four

We got our OSCE results today.

I will have to do 3 out of 7 again.

One I missed by just one point.

SUCKS BUTT!

any who I don't feel very good today.

I have self-diagnosed myself

In correlation to something we learned in our perio 2 lecture,

I have a random-burst theory.

It comes and goes as it pleases

When it comes, I get my tummy tied up

and super duper nauseous.

I feel like my head will eventually explode.

My whole face turns red and all I do is think about stuff.

When will this go away?

Crossing my fingers for pretty soon.

As of now the only treatment that is effective

is music.

I put my ipod on shuffle and I blast it really loud in the car.

I just sing along to the music not worried if I'm off key or not.

Plus the several text messages from a certain somebody

who keeps telling me I'm awesome.

=D

One Hundred Ninety-Three

The only thing that never changes,

is change itself.

::thinking of a master-plan::

Speaking of change,

they changed his cast today.

I don't get why people think I'm stupid when it comes to my dog.

Some people have children

and I have a dog.

Sick or not he's my doggie

the one who has stuck by me when times get rough.

The one that makes me smile no matter what the situation brings.

I mean he doesn't speak but I know he listens.

I know he comprehends when I talk about all my problems.

And who can I compare him to that can do the same exact things?

::crickets chirping::

So you guys can keep saying I do too much for him.

Yes I planned him a big ass PARTY for his first year

Yes I buy him get well cards

Yes I take 5 billion pictures of him

and yes I take him everywhere with me.

But that's my little dude.

He will stick by through thick and thin

not pank out when times get ugly.

Especially not go back to his ex

PSSSSH!

did I mention he's about to be a daddy?

But whatever I don't even know if I will be able to see the pups,

because right now there's a lot of tension.

And I know I won't feel comfortable at all.

Shhhhiit I don't even wanna see him for a looooong period of time.

(possibly ever.)

He's soo disgusting.

He makes me sick.

One Hundred Ninety-Two

Whether gift or curse

I was brought to this world with something others don't have.

I have yet to learn how to use it

as of now it just comes naturally.

It's something that has occurred in various occasions.

It's starts at the pit of my stomach

and it rises all the way to the tip of my tongue.

When this happens,

I know something is not right.

I can't tell the future, I do not really know what's going to happen.

But when this feeling does occur.

I always know something is wrong.

Something out of the ordinary is about to happen.

It first happened when I found out my parents got divorced.

The whole day I felt sick, until my aunt came up to me and she told me my mom is no longer married to my father.

That tore me apart

Then a few years later, it happened again.

The news was I was going to be a big sister.

Not from both of my parents.

But just my dad's kid.

As time went by I forgot about this feeling.

I started my first long term relationship.

That knot in my stomach happened.

I knew I was going to loose my virginity.

Sounds lame, maybe unreal but I knew.

Then a few months later

to discover I was getting played.

I didn't have to look no further,

The tangles of my intestines just kept knotting.

Few days later, I read it on a myspace page.

Today I was working out,

I saw him all dressed up

I knew it.

I didn't have to ask but I just wanted to confirm.

I couldn't even reach my house without having the feeling to throw up.

I called and from there I had it.

The truth.

Not sensitive,

just thrown out flat.

Does he know he hurts me?

Does he know that the coldness just leaves me to pain?

When darkness turns to light,

it ends tonight.

This is the end.

No more wondering what will happen.

No more thinking he's the one.

His insensitive just broke the last piece of me.

And whoever reads this and thinks it's foul

He's foul for doing what he's doing to me.

He fed me lies, and I believed them.

Now only to throw me around like dirt.

Stupid me keeps asking if he hates me.

What kind of question is that?

He never loved.

When you love someone

you just don't treat them bad.

I have a picture for today but I just don't want to post it.

It's something happy.

Truth be told, I am not.

I'm torn.

I just never knew he would do me like that.

But not to worry.

I've learned bad, hurtful situations will constantly arise;

how we handle them is all that matters in the end.

So this is my happy photo.

My scholarship money.

Hopefully I save this money and use it for my national exam.

Today they told us everything is changing for our class.

From computer test

to radiographs

to full mouth probes

and

infection control

YAY

Can't wait for March.

My grumpy pants were just put on and I don't think I will be changing them in a while.

"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done"

-Avril Lavigne

One Hundred Ninety-One

She was supposed to be dog sitting him as I use the restroom.

Another Sunday just for Monchi and me.

I got out of bed at four pm

and did absolutely nothing

but eat and watch Cars

I love Sundays.

In case you failed to notice

In case you failed to see

This is my heart bleeding before you

This is me down on my knees....

Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else

Somebody who gave a damn

Somebody more like myself.

I texted and messaged.

I still don't know if I regret it or not.

One Hundred Ninety

Almost all the students that attended the Symposium

I didn't win any place for the table clinics

But I was able to see my boyfriend and give him a kiss.

one Hundred Eighty-Nine

Hygiene goes to Disney

we all got Disney shirts

=D

There's always something there to remind me.

This butterfly was on steroids.

It's tough to be a bug.

Riding shot gun to the Aerosmith Concert

Never been to Epcot before

they popped my cherry

Fireworks to end the night right.

Wish he would have been next to me to see this amazing show.