Three Hundred and Forty-One

in·flu·ence

the capacity to have an effect on the character, development, 

or behavior of someone or something, or the effect itself.

Not all influence is bad.

 Yet because its overly used to describe negativity, 

people automatically assume the word derives from bad.

I have never been one to shut my mind on someone's thoughts and ideas.

I feel the more open I am, the more influenced I become.

Because of this I can grab what I like from a personality

and add it to my personal twist.

Today hands down, was one of the BESTest days ever.

Walk for the Animals

@ 

Huizenga Plaza

Of course I love when people relay on me for directions.

After excessive amounts of u-turns and wrong exits,

we knew we were at the right place when we saw more 4-legged creatures than actual people.

lol

Gaga found a new friend

she was just too happy

;)

Monchi discovered that he prefers mustard over ketchup.

Gaga is going through identity crisis,

however her new step mommy didn't mind it.

Never step on the tracks!

Well no one ever said anything about sitting on them.

He does it so good 

he don't need nobody else.

;)

I always had a thing for mohawks

-_-

 

Mouth full of sandwiches

your souls a bowl of jokessss

I did something I've never ever done before.

I got my palm read.

It was a cool yet weird feeling.

The psychic said many good things.

For starters I'm going to live a long life.

She sees a move very soon and it's going to be a very positive one.

I don't like to B.S people and I am very stubborn.

She also said I am very unstable with my major

which I believe is very true.

I really don't know what I want but in 4 months, 

everything will all begin to get clear and stable.

(Just around the time I become licensed)

:)

She mentioned how I have no love life right now

and I won't have one for a while.

The people I seem to love and want always drift away

and the ones I really don't care for keep sticking around.

But I will find the right guy and only marry once.

She also said something about having 3 children

2 boys and 1 girl

sheeeeeeesh!

I don't know how much of this I like to believe

but she did read me pretty good.

Which leads me to another topic...

I got lots of friends 

but the ones I consider 'best'

are the ones that can read me like if I were a book.

God knows I'm very difficult to comprehend 

but He made it so that when I find these certain peeps

I don't have to struggle at explaining the insides of my head.

The constant struggle I battle to be understood.

These people just need to listen to a few words I have to say and can complete my sentences.

Now the theory I've come up for this is a bit strange

but I believe it has to do with the chemical balance of people.

This means that no words need to be spoken,

just by sight it can trigger the souls.

If I continue explaining I know I will lose you but for the ones that do understand

I guess I shall meet you one day 

:)

You can call it soul mates

I shall repeat...

today was one of the BESTest days ever! 

Three Hundred and Seventeen

F a m i l y

Nope you can't choose them,

and yes sometimes you wish you can replace them.

But at the end of the day,

they are the ones God chose for you.

Without them, 

life wouldn't ever be the same.

I love my dysfunctional family.

I wish they were all here for this photo

but I'm grateful for those who showed.

Today was my grandma's eighty-third birthday.

Exactly one week and three days ago,

she was moved to an

Assisted Living Facility.

She could only stay with us until 7pm.

 Everyone rushed to come over

in work uniform and working out clothes,

everyone came to share their love.

I couldn't ask for more.

Happy Birthday Abuela

I truly miss her but I know everything happens for a reason.
I really wish I can be a bit stronger about this situation.
My emotions have been running haywire lately.

Two Hundred and Seventy-Nine

last tailgate for the d o l p h i n s

too bad we lost.

I don't think I've had much fun like this in monthssss!

2010 has to be my year.

ever since 2008 my life has been full of changes

=D

"She's on solid ground, she's been lost and found

but she answers to G O D

and she's confident this is not the end

ask me how I know 'cause she is me."

-Mary J.

One Hundred Fifty-Four

"It's not about proceeding for the right thing, but also proceeding at the right time."

Dropping off Megan today at the airport, I saw this little buddy.

And later on today...

can you guess where it's aiming to?

I'm in the biggest discomfort right now as I type.

I hate boys and their stupid penises.

And again we're off to another breakup.

I was surfing channels and I stopped at 21

and Joel Osteen was preaching...

God is simply amazing.

He just knows where to reach you

and what to say.

I feel better.

Eleven

And they have opened...

Once again, He found me.