One Hundred Ninety-Four

We got our OSCE results today.

I will have to do 3 out of 7 again.

One I missed by just one point.

SUCKS BUTT!

any who I don't feel very good today.

I have self-diagnosed myself

In correlation to something we learned in our perio 2 lecture,

I have a random-burst theory.

It comes and goes as it pleases

When it comes, I get my tummy tied up

and super duper nauseous.

I feel like my head will eventually explode.

My whole face turns red and all I do is think about stuff.

When will this go away?

Crossing my fingers for pretty soon.

As of now the only treatment that is effective

is music.

I put my ipod on shuffle and I blast it really loud in the car.

I just sing along to the music not worried if I'm off key or not.

Plus the several text messages from a certain somebody

who keeps telling me I'm awesome.

=D

One Hundred Eighty-One

OSCE

despite the pointless examinations

we opened doors to other friendships.

I can't wait to see how many exams I failed.

GREY'S SEASON 6 PREMIERE

"When we are dying or has suffered a catastrophic lost, we all move through five distinct stages of grief. We go into denial, because the lost is so unthinkable, we can’t imagine its truth. We become angry with everyone, angry with survivors, angry with ourselves. Then we bargain. We beg, we plead, we offer everything we have, we offer up our souls; in exchange for one more day. When the bargaining has failed, and the anger is too hard to maintain, we fall into depression, despair. Until finally, we have to accept that we have done everything we can. We let go. We let go and move into acceptance."

My drug for the next 15 weeks.

wow..

my stomach just knotted nasty.

I hate this feeling.

BUT if you look for it,

you better believe you will find it.

It just sucks

I have no idea what the heck happened.

BOYS are just GROSS

PHOTO CREDIT

One Hundred Eighty

ok we look like geeks but in reality we were experiencing the lifestyle of a geriatric patient.

For those of you who do not know what geriatric means it's the branch of medicine that deals with the problems and diseases of the old and aging.

Our Activity:

-The glasses were covered in vaseline (poor vision)

-Our dominant hand had a glove with a tape around our knuckles (arthritis)

-Cotton rolls on our vestibules (speech impairment)

-Cotton rolls on our ears (hearing impairment)

It was tough walking around school with those glasses on...

it makes you think about the elderly and their driving skills.

We should give them chances

=D

anyways I got the results back from the Comp

and let me tell you, it is not a pretty score

4 out of 42 students passed with the highest score being a low 80%

So we got lectured today on how we are doing so poorly.

Really if only 4 people passed I think it has more to do than just our study habits.

It has a lot to do with the professors and what they are actually teaching us.

Now what really worries me is.... "am I ready for the national exam?"

I know it's not right now but I should start planning a schedule on what and when to study.

Tomorrow is OSCE

of course they didn't tell us what it's about.

(We don't even know what OSCE stands for)

I swear sometimes I think they just want to see us fail.

I think they love to write "F" and make us beg.

It's pretty sad.

Today was def. not a good day.

Let's see tomorrow after the performance exam.

WISH ME LUCK!

BTW

I thought you should know that today September 23, 2009

Sydney, Australia experienced the worst dust bowl in 70 years.

Looks like mother nature and I shared the same feeling for today.

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"I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.

Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you"