Three Hundred and Seventeen

F a m i l y

Nope you can't choose them,

and yes sometimes you wish you can replace them.

But at the end of the day,

they are the ones God chose for you.

Without them, 

life wouldn't ever be the same.

I love my dysfunctional family.

I wish they were all here for this photo

but I'm grateful for those who showed.

Today was my grandma's eighty-third birthday.

Exactly one week and three days ago,

she was moved to an

Assisted Living Facility.

She could only stay with us until 7pm.

 Everyone rushed to come over

in work uniform and working out clothes,

everyone came to share their love.

I couldn't ask for more.

Happy Birthday Abuela

I truly miss her but I know everything happens for a reason.
I really wish I can be a bit stronger about this situation.
My emotions have been running haywire lately.

One Hundred Ninety-Seven

The sky was filled with these types of clouds today.

So I must admit, yesterday I had my very first breakdown.

It was very sad.

But what can I say, it happens to the best of us.

Sucks, but true.

Today I am feeling much better.

I've been on several different types of energy drinks

I am all wired up!

The beach was amazing.

i got two cute gifts from the lovely cousin.

One I will post a below and the other later on when I actually wear it.

That's right!

I was @ the beach teaching people how to brush their teeth!

That's what being a dental hygienist is all about!!

It's funny because when I did my service learning a few semesters ago,

we had to teach little students how to brush with puppets and big toothbrushes

and I was dying to keep the brush.

And now I have my own personal big tooth brush!!

Kudos.

Today at the beach we spoke about the upcoming widely anticipated film

New Moon

I can't help but wonder if Stephanie Meyer

stressed to add the scene where the Volturi called Bella, Edward's singer?

If the movie goes on without that small scene...

I think I will not watch the 3rd and final movie.

For starters I dislike the 1st one due to budget cost and cast

I HATE ROBERT PATTINSON

He can never be compared to my Edward.

Before Twilight fans knew about vampires,

I was busy mesmerized by the sparkling and breathtaking 17 year old boy

who can read everyone's thoughts except the exception.

Everyone takes for granted the actual books.

When asked the meaning of my tattoo

no one gets it right.

Its sad how the saga got so popular and all for the wrong reasons.

To me, these books made me realize that there is some love out there.

Despite the billion controversies stated regarding women being degraded,

Meyer described in visual details how love can make you feel everything all at once.

Clumsy, dead, alive, sick, high, drugged, happy, perfect, etc.

Bella is crazy in love with Edward

and when Edward left her,

she went crazy.

She continued to risk her life, just to hear the little voice in her head

that sounded like his.

Jacob.... what can I say about him?

As for Edward,

He knew he wanted her.

She had the sweetest blood he's ever smelled.

He could have drank it all up when he had the chance to.

Yet, he fought against temptation and resisted the desires to devour her blood.

He knew that after he had her blood, it will forever be gone.

He rather have her forever around than taste the very blood he craved like never before.

Every woman wants to be irresistibly desired.

Every woman wants to feel that she is captivating and maddening.

But she also wants to feel safe and sheltered.

She wants to know that however passionately she is desired,

that she is loved more.

La Tua Cantante

One Hundred

So 4th of July Celebration ended at Dolce. Once again coincidentally, I met up with Yensi, however this time he was with Yule too. So the whole night I spent it with them. It was nice because I found out that yensi has a dancing side to him that I have never met. I originally went with Laura but she left me for a boy which was all good cause I had 2 with me. Afterwards, I went to babuh's house where I basically saw the sun come up... we went to sleep at around 7 after some great LOVE making... let me tell you it's still indescribable =D totally breathless. Any who.. we woke up at around 3:40 pm and then there was a ghetty at his house with all his friends and stuff. jose kept bragging about some arbor mist lol =DD i looove that shit. ohh and the hubby and I had a talk today. starting from now on... we have to have a creative alone time.. =D soo let's see how creative we get. He's birthday is coming up! I need to start getting creative with his present.

Seventy-Two

Cirque du Soleil today

it was FREAKING awesome It seriously seriously amazes me how the heck they do all those stunts seriously the show was incredible im glad I didn't miss out o this opportunity Overall my weekend went from totally suckingto totally awesome. One mus always keep in mind that sometimes God takes away things in life only to give you better things it's not about being selfish and confident... it's about believing in yourself RESPECTING yourself and giving yourself the chance accept new things in life. Maybe the friends you had are not the ones you need. Maybe you had to make the first step of quitting in order to get what you deserve. Tuesday I have a job opportunity.. Let's see what happens. You have to be optimistic and ready for challenge. Never get used to anything because then you're just not opening the doors to whatever is next in your life. And once again Thanks Mrs. G! I swear a teacher has never made such a large impact in my life. And the thing is I don't even know she knows. I wonder what she'll do if she finds out?? Would she think I'm crazy?? lol!