Two Hundred and Eighty

I always had a thing for this little chunky g r e e n chipmunk ;)

Today was the very last day of my winter break

taking off my nail polish and preparing for tomorrow is still on the to do list!

The cold weather is not helping

I just want to cuddle with my monkey

<3

Last night as I was web searching... I came across this 365 project

on a female photographer

and let me tell you... she has truly inspired every inch of me.

Hers is completed but the only difference is that hers is just SPs

I may be starting that as soon as I'm done with this one

I'm on day 280

WOW!

I will need a camera upgrade.

=D

I saw A v a t a r tonight.

I am completely moved by this movie.

The messages I received were insane.

I feel a little sick.

Hopefully it will go away by tomorrow.

Two Hundred and Sixty-Five

Since the break,

no running

a lot of beer

and

chocolate galOre,

playing catch up on Weeds,

sleeping through the day

and 

rising through the night.

Bad habits are tough to break.

Two Hundred and Sixty-Two

I thought this day was never going to show.

Finally no more 

quizzes, 

contracts, 

mid terms, 

essays, 

research papers,

finals,

performance exams

...

BREAK!

I really needed this.

****

We exchanged gifts today!

I got the perfect gifts

=D

I was my secret santa's secret santa.

Don't get it?

haaa.

 and later on to celebrate the end of our semester...

we went to support our hygiene friend that will be famous one day.

She was amazing.

One Hundred Fifty-Four

"It's not about proceeding for the right thing, but also proceeding at the right time."

Dropping off Megan today at the airport, I saw this little buddy.

And later on today...

can you guess where it's aiming to?

I'm in the biggest discomfort right now as I type.

I hate boys and their stupid penises.

And again we're off to another breakup.

I was surfing channels and I stopped at 21

and Joel Osteen was preaching...

God is simply amazing.

He just knows where to reach you

and what to say.

I feel better.

One Hundred Thirty-Six

"Don't make the mistake of treating your dogs like humans,

or they'll treat you like dogs."

-Martha Scott

So Monday..

2 more weeks of vacation and then back to school

GOSH!

I feel like the break was just 2 seconds!

How am I suppose to miss it if we have to come right back?

lol

I worked today... the first and only day of the week because the doctor

is going on vacation.. however she's leaving on Friday

so I'm guessing something went wrong with her planning.

Any who it was extremely busy. I mean I barely had a chance to eat lunch.

But whatever I like it like that. Time flies supper duper fast and before I know it

it's time to go already.

I worked out also.

which I got a beautiful souvenir from it.

Since I didn't stop running until I completed the 3 laps

I didn't notice my thunder thighs were rubbing up against each other.

So both my thighs have nasty burns

And it hurts.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA!

That's what I get for having huge thighs.

DE PINGUS

So I made watermelon popsicles

they were tasty however

Monchi just kept smelling it

and not falling for it.

He only likes Fatty Foods.

ohh and I missed half of teen choice awards.

One Hundred-Thirteen

DAY 7:

See new places, see different faces

fortunately it ends here..

or should I say start.

reSTART

One Hundred-Twelve

DAY6:

Hello Key West, show me some relaxation in this get-a-way.

One Hundred-Eleven

DAY5:

Happy birthday Veronica... you're not even legal yet.

can I just stay 21 for ever?

One Hundred-Ten

My superman who later discovered had mouthful of cavities.

AND A HALF:

Day4: So today was even better.. well the truth is that it's only eight o' clock. I don't know how the night will take me.. But you know what I also discovered today? You people who are reading this must think I'm psycho. But truth of the matter is when Im escalated to the clouds and the sky like a kite... I tend to recite the must unique thoughts in my mind. So I have given it some more thoughts. Him and I are always a thing, however, throughout the years of memories I've noticed a pattern that always comes alive. It's always in the summer when him and I are at our highest. I remember summers ago it's always when we seem to be exchanging kisses and phrases. So what happen this summer? Well since I guess it's the year when it's finally official then I guess now it gets more tense.

Any ways I battled with my friend today because of the whole atheism vs. scientology :

There isn't a proper answer to this; the only thing "atheists" have in common is that they do not believe in God (or gods) and therefore do not believe the universe was created by a god. Atheists as a group are defined by what they DON'T believe, rather than by what they believe, so there is no particular consensus. True, a great many subscribe to the big bang theory, followed by evolution in one form or another. Others believe that the universe has always existed. Many others readily admit that they don't know how the universe was created, and don't believe that anyone will ever know. Others have unique theories all of there own. It's important to remember that Atheism is not a doctrine in itself, but a term describing absence of a specific doctrine.

I guess because if this my friend is so confused that they believe in a certain something.. What I believe was so ignorant about her was the fact that she chose to believe that there is no other belief in the world except evolution. Evolution is and will always be a theory until someone discovers and half human/half monkey being. The thing with me is that I am open to any thing and everything but... I also believe that since I am open their are a lot of thoughts and many beliefs on how the world and life is brought upon. Clearly stating that is a belief but NO MAN has ever actually stated the actual truth on who life and world is created. So what ever you believe in you have to know there are others and not just your own.

One Hundred-Nine

DAY 3: good bye mom and papi. they left me to D.R. today early in the morning! yeah.. this photo was shot like at 6 in the am. i think i was too tired to even check. I could be lying maybe a little later than that b/c now that i remember i DID look at my phone and I saw a message from him saying "good morning." So it was like around 9! lol I'm such an exaggerator! any who today was an eventful day.. the only texts today were the ones just mentioned above! so yeh.. BUT i have good news... I have a good feeling about this today.. but before I get onto the drama.. I must inform you on what I did today. I made engagements to meet up with an old friend of mine (and her nieces) to have a pool day. It was fun.. I ate some of her cultural food i guess. lol... fish arabian rice tomati and beets! (MIND YOU SHE'S BRAZILIAN) lol! but all i could say is that it's very different than to how my mom cooks it. Then I went to Jordi's game which he lost! the moment i got there he was batting and he made a HOMERUN! but still those kids are good. PLUS MONCHI almost made a homerun for them!! he got loose and he started running all over the field. EVERYONE had to chase him. According to my brother, he said that the empire was super PIST! but whatever.. is not like if i did it on purpose. SORRRY!!! dammit! Then i worked out.. and I went out with Lisette because she was super mad because I did not tell her that I was single. So we went to go see 'My Sister's Keeper' wow....!!! let me tell you that that movie does not play! when they said DRAMA .. they really meant it! Cameron Diaz plays a perfect role and so does that little girl that also plays in 'Definitely Maybe' and the father need i say he's HOTTTT! and the other sister KATE! wow... her role was to the T!! she was fantastic! Anyway GREAT movie!! a lot of tears shed. And after we spoke about the infamous BREAK i am currently in.. and that's when everything hit me.. the reason for this break and the outcome of it.... I must say i got help from some movie preview... I think it is called.. 'The Wife of the Time Traveler' I must see it when it comes out. But yeah.. I know that he loves me.. and I know most certainty why he needs this time alone. Yes everyone can tell me what they think.. if they were in his or my shoes.. but no one knows what's going on. I can try and put 38702937 million negative things in my head on why he put this 'break' on us... but i know that thats bologna (like the commercial) I know that he's going through rough times... and most importantly his mind level is not where mine is @ the moment. He is still thinking about friends etc. and stuff while I'm thinking more about us and more futuristic levels. And he knows that physically it could be impossible for him to jump on the level with me.. b/c where he is standing @ the moment. And that's why he needs time to gather thoughts and try to grow to where I am at. But what he doesn't know is that I know this nor that by just communication of his actual problems, we can foresee this. Hence the fact he is 19 and I am 21.

So yeah he needs to grow a little.. just a little in order for him to realize that this is just a bump.. and by talking we can get through it. And also I am not helping with just stating my problems only when I am about to pop! that is also unreasonable from me but HEY thats the reason why we must grow together. Yet he knows that I wanna have fun and that while he's doing this maturing, I really don't have to be there with him getting all the nasty side effects this growing contraindicates. So yeh.. I know I made up all this conclusion in my head. But yeah this is not a movie.. this is elliott and susan.. the peeps who met each other a loong time ago and with the simple help of a shooting star, all of this happened. So I just needs to do exactly what he told me to do. Which is 'everything I want' in order to wait it out while he is maturing. Simplicity! See Wall-E also had to change a little in order for Eve and him to be together. He was so stuck on the old.. he couldn't digest all the new stuff that Eve can do. =D Another reason why Wall-E is soo perfect for us. (I'm wearing the shirt) ok tell me this isn't freaking HE JUST TEXTED ME!!! and as soon as I was going to write... my phone froze and RESET.. AHHHHH should I take it as a sign?

One Hundred-Seven

DAY 1:

so I woke up early (no good morning text) went out with Cindy and her man and a friend to go Jet Skiing. While I was getting ready I heard my mom talking to Cindy saying how back in the days even if there was no money her and her friends use to go to the beach and drink some wine and have fun. I guess she was defending me! Yeah, that was a FIRST! But no, I'm not going to lie, lately she's been on my side for almost everything. She still trips for no reason but yeah she has my back! I went to BK and no lie, I saw like 3 corvettes and not the shiny brand new ones, BUT the old old ones. And what did I want to do? But of course take a pic and email it to someone! But i bit my tongue and NOPE I did not! Because we are on a break. The best part of today was when the Jet Ski was going 60 MPH and the wind was so loud I couldn't hear myself think. All I had was the waves and wind blasting in my ear and the occasional splashed of salt water in my face. Having nothing to think about is a HARD task to accomplish. Your mind is always running on thoughts. But I have to admit today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I had a pretty good time. BUTTTT! then ... like always you get home, and your family is here and once again the 21 questions from your uncle... "donde esta ellio?" "por que yo no lo veo por aqui?" AHHHHHH! why can't everyone just SHUT UP! OH and then I have ms. RIVERO texting me... why are you lonely? when yesterday she was telling me how she doesn't know why SHE bothered texting me. Now she's just doing it for the cheese. I HATE GIRLS! Okay I confess.. I just text him. I couldn't help myself! Wish me luck!

One Hundred-Six

GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE!

Ms. Yanira sent me a pic text message of the cover of this magazine

as I was reading it

freaky???

yehhh that's how our friendship is

we are always thinking the same thing

is like she's stuck in my head

any who i got all dressed up for someone today

and I got stood up

I think this was the last straw

but now as I am currently text talking

I see I can't let go

Yeah we've been at this for only 7 months

but we have a wayy tighter bond

for just 7 months.

did everything happen to quick?

I seriously never thought this day would come.

The day I ran out of words and just drew a blank

all i wanted was slurpies

all i wanted was hugs and kisses

did i ask for them in a way I was not suppose to?

is it the age difference?

I really don't know but now I'm here just wondering

what the HECK happen to us

what's the definition of a break?

what are the rules?

I've never had this before

my last relationship I must admit it was childish

but this one, we actually speak

and respect

so am I suppose to just break as time

or

ahhhh

words become useless when it comes to describing

the questions in my head.

yes they make perfect sense inside

but to translate them to human english

makes me babble and just nonsense comes out

I don't know how this last song ends....

to be continued.