Saturday, September 26, 2009

One Hundred Eighty-Three

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)

And the lesson for today is concerning envy:

"Envy shoots at others, and wounds itself."

That's all I will say about tonight which will be recorded in my head for ever.
I never thought someone so close can carry so much envy.
It's a chronic disease that can lead to death.
If I can give you one last advice it will be to pray to free yourself from it.
You cannot be happy and have envy at the same time.
Its something that can eat you up as a whole.
Trust me you cannot live like that.
Your strikes lead you out of my life for good.
Never do I want to hear from you again.
You destroyed this friendship
and witnesses were there to know I did nothing but try
and relieve the situation.
My white flag is waving as I surrender.
This friendship cannot last because envy is contagious
and I do not want any of it.
Leave me how I am.
You might not think it's the proper way of living.
But I've been doing just fine.
Your sick twisted ways will always leave you in the dark.
And you will never learn until you admit you're wrong.
I cannot help you anymore
because every time I do,
it becomes a problem of my own.
I have to much on my plate to drag your issues too.

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